ohhdarkstoned111

STOP WHINING! PLEASE! Like your the only one with work to do, silence, keep it to yourself and suffer in silence like the rest of us... just stop bothering me...

I don't get how people feel so inconvenienced with life, it's life, embrace the simple things...
Like my camera bag, my roommate was all like, so your going to carry it back and forth between home and school? Well duh, it's not that big of a deal, taking it from one place to another, I love having my camera on me, why would it be a problem... Or anything else for that matter, carrying your cell phone, talking to people, breathing, it's life everyone has to do it, I just don't get why people feel so inconvenienced by the simple things, it make us human, embrace it people!
Like glasses, diseases, jackets, bags, cords, these things just make us more humans, which just means were all awesome and perfect, just the way we are, the things we can accomplish, why look down on these things?
c:

I dislike apologizing, it's a sign of weakness, or admitting one is wrong, I dislike it.
But on the other hand, should I not do so, will I regret it for a long time? even if it's not the most sincere thing ever, I will be forgiven, but have to stroke the other's ego, never a happy thought, but should I not and it all go down hill, will I live to regret it?
I have in the past, but it cost me a lot, and I've changed since then, should I wait and see, say sorry now and get it over, wait for it to get worse, or possibly never get fixed again?

Maybe I'll write a letter...

But I really don't want to be the better person...

Please do not preach to me...
Ever.
Especially if it's something I know, I have training in this, more than you, I do not care to be told in a condescending, patronizing tone all your bullshit.
Please stop talking.
I just wanna hit you. [:

Thank you now. c:

I feel like crap, my head is going to exspolde, or I'm going to throw up, real soon, and this music is just making it worse.
I let her sleep all nice like when she doesn't feel good, but me? Never, how hard is it to have a little respect for people? I seem to be able to do it, it shouldn't be so fucking hard already...
I'm sleeping it's a little past nine in the morning, no class until almost noon, My head is killing me, she wakes me up, leaves for a little while in a huff, then returns, makes a ton of noise, turns all the lights on, then blares the music!!!
I feel like I'm dieing here, and all I want is a little sleep, after staying up late helping you do your work, not even my own, which I still have to do, how hard is it to respect people a little bit any more. Fuck my head hurts and I'm whinny, I'm thinking of going and sleeping in a study lounge already. I don't want to be here anymore...

To start on a positron note, I'm doing photography and social networking for GoDaikoCon, check out their website, facebook, and twitter please.
Which is all really cool and all their all great people and we get along, so this should be fun! [:
There are some cool ideas rolling around that sound like a lot of fun.

On a less than happy note, I'm really wondering about the youth of today, seriously, Last week Corey passes, he graduated from my high school two years ago, and last night another child passed, killed himself, and he was only a senior in this high school.
I'm really starting to wonder if there is more going on around here than anyone's saying.
My mother mentioned a couple of years ago how youth was losing it's empathy, and I disagreed, but I'm starting to think she was right.
Well may they all be in a happier place now, and the pain their family and friends are feeling was worth what ever they were running away from.
I grieve with thee.

Reasons to wear purple:
There are so many reasons to wear purple, for different days and different events.
It can say so much.
Purple for anti gay violence on October 20th
Purple to remember all the people we have lost to it.
Purple to remind people that they have other options.
Purple to support them.
Purple to love them.
Purple for International Fetish day on the third Friday of the year.
Purple to support them.
Purple to show your pride.
Purple to be open with them.
Purple for epilepsy on March 26.
Purple to support many causes.
Purple is the colour between red and blue.
Purple is the colour of Saturday.
Purple is the colour of the final stage of mourning.
Purple is the colour of royalty.
Purple is for pride.
Purple is for Mourning.
Purple is for love.
Purple is for strength.
Purple is for Support.
Purple is for openness.
Purple is for remembering.
Purple is for reminding.
Purple is common yet not all at the same time.
Purple is a colour nothing more.
Yet it can say so much at the same time.
Wear purple, love purple, be purple, and remember how much something so simple can be so complex at the same time.

I grieve with thee.
May the last star on the right show you the way.

So lets see, since the last time, we now add on first exams of the year, fun classes, hangin and chillin, firedrills, walks, parties, movie nights, family fun, family drama, weddings, showers, and overly large amount of fanfiction.
It's been a good day, a good time, and Lives going good. But this can only last so long, so knock on wood!
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Maybe I'll work on some fanfiction. [:

My brother showed up... He is strange, but alas who knows. My mom had a pretty good birthday, I should get my books by the end of the week, Sarah is still nuts and I was pushed into the pool to avoid doing the dishes... Interesting.

Side note: I just want to see Spock walk to the turbo lift, scream, and walk back to the bridge like nothings happened.
Just sayin.

And what else... OH! I GOT MY FIRST CODE TO GIVE OUT! yay! I'm happy.
And Ancient Greek Phi. Is fascinating. It was amazing, not I have to read the Theogony, which is proving to be quite interesting. [:

Well.. My brother is even more of a moron than he was two days ago, he's now not coming home at all, and pretty much used all the money sent, which means I can't get my class books, as well as he's not here. I still hold a great dislike for his skank of a girlfriend. They have issues, and he hyped my sister up, just to say he's not going to be here... It's useless to believe anything anyone tells you anymore, just leads to disappointment, something she's have to learn, but it's sad to see it happen. Side note we're working on a Steampunk ball gown, maybe post apocalyptic, and we're thinking steampunk wedding gown? Could be fun. Nothing much else, school started good, meet new people, spoke to old friends, and I'm home for the weekend! [: